[Is this what it's like? Being told that he'd be taken care of, that he would be protected. When after his entire life he's spent it trying to survive, to take care of himself, to have something to live for.
Maybe this is just a taste of it -- but that's also why he's utterly failed at letting go of Marina or Cloud. Never mind the fact that both of them are stubborn, but now that he's had it, he doesn't want to imagine what it's like without it. Daan isn't certain he can deal with that ever again.]
Maybe I don't need to have your permission, but... I wanted to be clear on my intention. No bullshit, right?
But I'll try to be better about asking for your help. I know I haven't been fantastic about that.
no subject
[Is this what it's like? Being told that he'd be taken care of, that he would be protected. When after his entire life he's spent it trying to survive, to take care of himself, to have something to live for.
Maybe this is just a taste of it -- but that's also why he's utterly failed at letting go of Marina or Cloud. Never mind the fact that both of them are stubborn, but now that he's had it, he doesn't want to imagine what it's like without it. Daan isn't certain he can deal with that ever again.]
Maybe I don't need to have your permission, but... I wanted to be clear on my intention. No bullshit, right?
But I'll try to be better about asking for your help. I know I haven't been fantastic about that.